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jennifernguyenhoang - 15 - downtown toronto - employeed $$$
♥s: greentea frap, sushi, drama, music, mains .
piece 34; bullshit
Friday, July 3, 2009 @ 6:53 PM
MY FUCKING SHIT . i can`t believe my life has been constantly going down . fucking shit . likee seriously now . if i was a man , i WOULD be helping out my family, taking care of my family, HAVE a fucking job, y`know ? those shit yeah yeah . holy fuck if i was a man, I`D BE A MAN, not a women.. or in fact, this person doesn`t even have a gender . I SWEAR, even a women can do so much better . fucking shit . like honestly, no one understands my fucking situation . like fuck . i don`t even care now if i don`t have a male in my house . or part of my family . -sigh- i can imagine my life just going down, downer than down . just fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck . i`m sorry if you`re reading this and you`re liek confused.. i don`t really want to go into full details.. just . fuck it . i don`t even know anymore . at this moment i need a fucking job to help out my mom, I NEEEDDD A FUCKING MALE WHO CAN - -OMG FUCK . i need a proper fucking place. yeah no one understands.. if only you were under my roof . psh . just oh my buddha . DO I DESERVE THIS ?! anyone, explain to me please ..... ALL BULLSHIT . as much as i smiled before, it`s just as much as i`m crying now . I CAN`T SEE WHY THE FUCK AM I IN THIS SITUATION.. and holy when will it end ? IT`S BEEN GOING ON FOREVER . -_________- i`m still a kid.. well somewhat.. BUT I NEED TO ENJOY MY LIFE . all my of loving life.. WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT NOW ?!?! clearly it ain`t here anymore . if i was paied for every tear that i shed, i would be the happiest person a live . but of course, life is not fair . YES it is NOT . i knew that . i mean yeah i just didn`t know that it was going to happen to me . what the fuck am i gonna do . T_T' i need a break from all this shit . i can`t take it any longer . y`know sometimes... i can imagine myself falling hard without a catch .
jennifernguyenhoang*_