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jennifernguyenhoang - 15 - downtown toronto - employeed $$$
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PIECE 02; STATE OF FRUSTRATION
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
Kinda stress :/ summatives, eqao, exams... they`re all on their way : ( hunting me down . ew . T_T' there`s so much stuff to do and i can`t decide what to do first (although, i`m hella organized !) eerr, this week, next week, the week after that.. the workload is piling up constantly ! there`s probably no time for fun until school`s over... at least : ( anyways.. i was doing my math eqao review package until i felt like i needed a break so i decided to write this blog here complaining... i`m not so asian with math.. y`know? those asians who are like soo damn good with numbers.. they do it as if they`re eating food >< ... which obviously.. i can`t -.- i mean.. i don`t suck at it much but i`m not that good either .. i guess i`m average . but that`s only because i really work hard at it.. i mean if i just let it loss.. oh boy . i probably failed ages ago ! LOL y`see.. math just ain`t my thing : ( OMG, i forgot, speaking of math -___________-' i failed my stupid geometry unit test (well not like below 50% but i did fail under my expectations) UGH, I`M SO STUPID . GOD I NEEDA BE MORE ASIAN . >______< ------ so eqao... is next friday, may 29 and i`m so frustrated . times ticking wayyyy too fast . i feel like i`m going to break down sometime this week.. or next . to tell you the truth.. i`m not that smart... in any subject... well except for music, french, and business . but other than that.. dear buddha, only you know what i have to go through to get those high 80s or even 90s . : ( it`s painful, if you wanna know . hmm.. well anyways, my break is over; i needa get back to work with my eqao review package here... i don`t wanna fail : ( though i did asian fail a few times, i mean .. who doesn`t?) i`ll be back later . ; )
About 2 hours later ...
oh, hello, i`m back : ) . hehe i`ve finished math . i was going to start on my biology assignment, but i thought it`d be good just to take another break and continue my complainments (... i wonder if that`s even a word :/) ugh whatever, i don`t feel like thinking too much while writing blogs, because this is the only time when you get to write something and no grammar or what-so-ever have to be correct and that is why i love blogs so much : ) it`s very ..... freestyle.. yes . that`s what it`s called . ;D . bleh . i gotta start my speech soon for music council JVP . : ( my friend told me i should have a funny but also a serious speech ... and i thought for a second ; uh how on earth can i be funny ? i mean, okay.. sure thing i can be serious ;/ but .. funny ? i`m not funny, if you`re wondering . i`m rather boring and serious, y`know ? lalala ~ so ... i`m kinda stress about this speech thing as well as school is concerned . ughh V_V why is this so complex >_<... - hey what happened ? : ( where`d it go ? - WHAT THE HELL ? OKAY, this is my third time writing here... this spot.. T_T' i wrote so much here.. and now .. POOFF ! it`s gone .. wtf . ugh waste of my time .. LOL anyways... i need to get back to work.. be back soon . <3>
P.S. omb ! i found a student buss ticket today ! : )) LOL i know, i`m so asian .. ♥